Pity party.

They turned me down,

Oh no,

My biggest nightmare,

Now I sit here in the reflection chamber.

All I'm allowed to see is myself.

I can shift, and I can drift

With beauty when you'll glare,

When I'll yell "God is in my skin!",

when I'll scratch at it until it's red and raw.

Looks like the cat did a number on me.

She took a break on the side of this tune,

Poor kari, it'll be over soon.

She bent across

The yellow fence in the yard,

Looking for Kari.

She checks the traps

Then again circles back,

No sight of Kari, let it be over soon.

Her mother is getting worried,

She never came home.

Beneath the ground she's burried

(in memoriam).

But who is she to care for

The crime of being small?

Kari carry on.

It's negative attention at best. Maybe you Should care for yourself,

At least a little bit a little bit!

It's all about the tension, I guess,

Don't put me to rest.

Go ahead and hand me your clothes, Maybe take a picture too.

Don't go in there, you'll become one, Monster party!

Shut the closet,

Crawl under the covers,

Turn the lights off.

Everybody takes turns

To see how the world turns you bad.

Everybody, complicated.

Everybody takes turns to see

How the evil in us turns.

If we're all living in a circus,

I'll be my own victim.

Greeting before doorsteps,

The sincerity of apologies.

No one will know, so here it goes.

Big man, throwing his weight around like ache in delirium and heartbreak.

As far as the eye can see the goods and the bad wrapped in emphaty, it's a miracle that we made it there.

As far as the eye can see, it's a miracle that we got here.

Tiptoe, guided by the hanger and hung by the rope, how did we get here?

Kari, kari,

Why do you bother to stay?

Why are you running away?

You grew up closer than most,

Shared your bed,

And wore all of your clothes.

Should you be an astronaut?

Doctor?

Writer?

Artist?

Anything?

Fill my glass, let's drink a toast,

Why are you weeping?

You wake up first, and stare at yourself sleeping.

Should you be a movie star?

Will you be a millionaire? Should you get a crowd? They're watching you anyways.

Everything has just come together as past,

But its broken, and so,

You don't want to play.

Just get away from me, please just stop touching me.

I realise im not alone,

You never cared for me,

You never dared to be,

Just reminiscing

I feel something missing,

God won't you leave me alone?

Under my skin is a musical box.

How much can i fit under my skin?

How much can i fit under my skill?

I wish i as dead i wish i was dead.

I can fit thousand people under my skin,

I will prove it to you, if you will listen, you Crawl up there and join me within.

I feel my heart beating,

Under my skin,

If i get it out,

Pour it in a cup,

Do you think it'd be enough?

Enough to fill my heart with

Music, burnt out, singing so well.

Each breath you take,

Brand new begin.

My family has an entire castle

Under my skin,

And if I'd have children,

They'd be enough to fill,

But not a chance in hell.

I heard them sing,

they don't do it too well.

Hollow solist,

Eyes and face,

Murdered me without a trace,

Symphony of disgrace.

Just let me adore you.

Yes i know that you're not her, but you were her.

You know what it means to love her,

And you remind me so much of her.

You'll love again,

Just let me adore you.

This is my party, and I'll cry if i want to.